Surprised by Fear

The evangelical world is in desperate need of a moral revival.

Pastors watch porn. Church members fight. Millennials leave the church… 

For a generation knee-deep in its addictions, hope seems lost… Fortunately, there is a God who still has the power to change people.

In this book, Natha shows the key to truly living with God. It’s not theory, but proven practices, through which many have already discovered the way to a fulfilled life with God. All from a Biblical perspective.

With a writing style that is short, punchy, and sometimes in your face, the author takes you on a journey through the difficult issues today’s younger generation grapple with each day.


Truly the missing key for our lives. “Surprised by Fear" doesn't just point out problems. The author addresses the real, day-to-day battles that many Christians go through, and shows a way out.

Jannik, Young Entrepreneur

I just need to say thank-you. This book changed my life. It stands in complete contrast to how I lived my whole life… it slapped me in the face and brought me to tears. The whole time I had to ask myself: “why have I not been taught this earlier?"

John, Worship Leader

Intensive, to the point, and compact. Everything young Christians need in one book. It’s like a father teaching his son to ride a bike, and then letting go. By the end you will be able to ride by yourself.

Petro found the Lord through crosspaint.

At the core, this book looks at why people are walking away from their faith, their proclivity to distraction through social media, pornography, streaming and gaming.

And, in spite of all that, it offers hope found in a deeper and greater understanding of Fear. It might sound counter-intuitive, but this premise is what makes this book so intriguing.

It’s time to stop seeking "the good life" and start living "the God life". This book shows the way. 

With a mix of powerful stories, artistic illustrations, and impactful directives, Natha has captured what it means to be a young person in today’s dynamic cultural. He meets you in your living room and leads you to heavenly places.

This book is NOT for you, if…

  • you can’t take real talk. (Ben, 18)
  • you don’t want to change anything in your life. (Matt, 21)
  • you want to stay in your comfort zone at all costs. (Anna, 24)
  • you are not ready to use the Bible as authority in your life (Steffen, 19)
  • you don’t want anybody to challenge you. (Isabella, 20)

However, this book IS for you, if...

  • you long for true revival in your personal life. (Tim, 23)
  • you long for true revival in your community. (Nina, 25)
  • you want to get rid of your addiction. (Kayla, 26)
  • you want to find your true identity. (Beverly, 20)
  • you want to be set on fire for the Word of God. (Alex, 35)
  • you're needing more motivation to read your Bible. (Ann, 16) 


For what age group would you recommend the book?

16-99. It's very straightforward in its writing, though the topics discussed are not that easy. But if you're 15 and really want to read it, you can. (The same goes for 100-year-olds, by the way.)

How do the book and the YouTube videos differ?

The book goes much deeper than the videos and other online content. And that (being offline) is exactly the strength of the book. You don't have to be on a screen to read it. You can do it without distractions, in peace and quiet.


Your videos are often addressed to men, is this book also recommended for women?

Yes, that's right. Natha's ministry is aimed primarily at young men. Nevertheless, the topics are relevant to women as well. Perhaps we don't always share the exact same problems, but the basic principles of the book appeal to all.

How much does the book cost?

6.86 USD. And that is really amazing. We don't have to earn a cent on the book because you have prefinanced it with your donations.
At this point a big THANK YOU for your support.


Should I be fearing God at all times?

No, a believer does not have to live in a continuous state of anxiety/fear. On the contrary, the typical status of a Christian is that he is not scared or afraid of God. Why? Because the believer is "in Christ" (Romans 8:1). Which means he is completely identified with Christ. For the believer, there is no more condemnation. Even though we still live in this world, before God, the believer is already like His Son (1 John 4:17), and has received the Spirit of sonship. Through Him (through the Spirit), the believer knows God as "Abba Father" (Romans 8:15). This Father-Son relationship is therefore filled with perfect love and thus free from any fear of imminent judgment (1 John 4:18).

So why is the fear of the Lord still important?
Because sin is still in us. Sin will be ever-present, until the day when our bodies will be glorified, as our Lord already is (Philippians 3:21). We are still awaiting this fulfillment of "sonship," the redemption of our bodies (Romans 8:23). Until then, the believer can still sin. Does that change his position before God? No, never. But there still is the terrible possibility of sinning against the Almighty God - to the point that this sin can lead to death (1 John 5:16).

However, the normal condition of a healthy Christian is that he does not sin (1 John 3:6).
Therefore, it is also the normal condition that he is not afraid.


Should I be afraid every time I sin?

No, but you should be afraid to sin (before you sin).
After you sin, you should know that your position before God is still perfect, because you are still "in Christ”. Your sinful act does not change this fact. But in your daily practical life, you now find yourself in the situation that you have sinned against God. The normal actions is to instantly confess our sin, as soon as we realize that we have sinned. Having done this, we can again enjoy full fellowship with God as our Father (1 John 1:9). Ignoring to do this, and choosing to go on with life without making things right and without true fellowship with the Father, would be a terrible thought for a child of God.

In fact, a child of God would never want to do that. If you, as His child, just continue in your sin, then He will, out of love, use all means possible to lead you to repentance, so that you may, once again, live in holiness and enjoying fellowship with Him (Hebrews 12:4-17).

In extreme cases, however, our sinful actions may necessitate a temporal judgment – on earth (Acts 5:5; 1 Corinthians 11:29-32; 1 John 5:16). So, even though we have sinned, our position in Christ remains eternally secure (wonderful!) and the Almighty, Holy God remains our loving Father, forever. For this very reason, who would not fear God by not confessing the sins that God has made him aware of, and choose to simply continue to live in them? 


What exactly should I be afraid of?

The Christian is afraid to be found with sin in the presence of the holy God. He is afraid because he knows what God thinks of and how He dealt with sin through the judgment of Christ. Proof that this has not changed can be seen in the case of Ananias and Sapphira. 
  • "When Ananias heard these words, he fell down and breathed his last. And great fear came upon all who heard of it." (Acts 5:5).
The Christian is afraid to sin.
  • "As for those who persist in sin, rebuke them in the presence of all, so that the rest may stand in fear." (1 Timothy 5:20)
He is afraid of God judging him, temporally, here on this earth, if he (the Christian) continues to sin recklessly and continuously. 
  • "If anyone sees his brother committing a sin not leading to death, he shall ask, and God will give him life—to those who commit sins that do not lead to death. There is sin that leads to death…" (1 John 5:16)
Furthermore, if a professing Christian persists in sin, permanently and willfully, he should be afraid because he is probably not saved at all.
  • "Everyone who is born of God does* not sin." (1 John 3:9).
*i.e. does not sin continually, does not live in sin

Do I need to have a particular fear-of-God experience?

No. But don't close yourself off to the possibility that may God speak to you in your quiet time, or in a sermon, and lure you out of your comfort zone.

It is not about artificially creating a special experience, but that we get involved with the God of the Bible, take Him as He really is and then, for example, in our quiet time, experience the fear of the Lord. It is not an experience to be strived for, but a natural consequence of your life with God. (If you leave out the modern "God is only love-filter" when reading the Bible.)